Saturday, January 28, 2017

What Is The Volume Of Your Life?

The life of a patient and kind. You many opportunities as you can manage to learn their life lessons are offered. If you choose not to learn, you will have more opportunities. However, every time you choose not to learn his lesson, the circumstances of these features will become more pronounced. You do it for your own good. It is you are doing to listen and pay attention. Ultimately, you pay attention and you will find out that you're trying to teach yourself; Just up to you to decide how and when. Up to you to decide when to start listening to what is happening in your life. The longer you do not want to hear a loud sound will grow. You can pay attention and listen to before or after your ears start to hurt. This is your choice. You adjust the volume, and you control your attention and season. His Divine I increase the volume until you hear. This led to the station you want to hear. After you listen to what you are trying to say to yourself and find out what you are trying to teach themselves, and there is no need to increase the volume or repeat the lesson.
I began to drink during my first year of college. When the time came for the party, my friends and I drank a lot. I remember when my friends brought a jar of industrial waste in our bedroom, and the whole purpose of the night was filled with empty beer cans before we left. During my second year, I remember that eight of my friends in my little four-seater car and on the pavement, because I drank too much. I literally could not keep your car on the road. My friends thought I was joking, but looking back it was definitely not a joke. Nothing happened that night, but, looking back, it was pretty scary.
In the first year, I remember being stopped by a police officer. He was completely drunk. Fortunately, he let me go, even though no evidence of "do not follow the flashlight only with the eyes." For those who do not know the test is as follows: you have to follow a police flashlight only with your eyes, and do not move your head. It sounds pretty simple, but it took four attempts to get it right. It was concluded that the police did not want to do the paperwork, so he asked me if I went home. I said, "Yes, officer, going home." Let me go, and I went to the next bar. The next morning I woke up the dog from trotamador. It was in someone's garden in downtown Denver. I had to call my brother to pick me up. He asked me where my car and could not say. Finally, after hours of searching my car, we found it.
During my senior year, I was again arrested for drinking and driving. On the same night, he was just a few beers, so that the officer was very unhappy when I could just quote me for DWAI (driving while ability impaired), the charge of DUI below. With a good lawyer, I was reduced to driving a defective vehicle load. But this has done little to stop me from drinking and driving.
A year after graduation, he was drinking and driving about 130 miles per hour on the highway. I just got out of the road, took a turn, and a few seconds later, I found my car with its front end climbing a tree trunk. The tree was in the territory of the synagogue. How much clearer can send a message of God? I could not put the car on the transfer, so I left the scene. Fortunately, they were about 3 o'clock in the morning and the accident involved only a tree and a synagogue. Not having given all the facts, I could pay a synagogue under the tree, to pay for repairs to my car, and I did not get into trouble with the police.
Two years after graduation, I experienced my first blackout. This happened five or six times. I woke up in the morning without remembering how I got home. Fortunately, I have never found any damage to my car; Obviously, I got home without incident. If you have ever experienced a blackout, you will realize that it is a terrible experience, not knowing what happened to the end of the night, or how you got home.
After some time after my blackouts, I became allergic to wine and champagne. I literally gasped when I drank. Fearing possible liver damage, I decided it was time to make a change. My problem was not one of the regular drink. It was when I drank I drank a lot. And even though I thought I could control it, I decided to give it up completely. So on my twenty-fourth birthday, I had my last drink, and there was not any alcohol since. My retreat leaves at sixteen.
I share this example, only to show that little by little I continued to experience more consequences of my drinking problem. I knew drinking and driving were not good for me, but I kept doing it. I knew that when I drank, I drank too much, but I kept doing it. I turned the volume higher and higher until I had to listen. Life was a class, and I was good. I have given myself the opportunity to learn the lesson in the best way I knew how to do it. As I do not want to learn this lesson, I gave myself the most pronounced opportunity to finally find out what I was trying to teach myself. Only when my ears started to ache enough did I decide to learn his lesson. All these characteristics were, in fact, presented. Gifts of growth, DWAI, blackouts, accidents, allergic reactions, all helped me learn the lesson. Most people perceive DWAI, just like bad luck, others will perceive the accident as an accident. But for me, all these situations were, in the end, the gifts they offered to me. A police officer was kind enough to give his time to help me in my growth, and now he smiles every time I care and respect to pass the tree outside the synagogue 


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